It's been a while
It seems like i'm writing that more often than not. I usually don't whine about things, but i'm going to whine. We have been getting numerous issues of Out and Advocate magazines with half naked ripped men plastered all over the cover. It's a shame that gay America thrives off of that. But hey, it will probably never change. I look at myself and i'm really not happy with my body image. I have a huge gut, not even a little flab, a big belly. It sucks, but then again I don't really watch what I eat, I don't exercise and I would rather sit at home and watch TV or play WoW. I have come to the realization that I need to do something about my body. I'm sick of having to suck in my gut or constantly be self concious about my damn boobs exploding out of my shirt. I know that I can't have an amazing body in a couple of days, or even a couple of weeks. It is something that I really need to work at. If it involves less time sitting on my ass, then I will do it. It is getting to the point where I hate myself because of my body. It sounds harsh, but it's true.Karl's grandmother is coming up for a visit tonight from Alexandria, VA. I am pretty excited to see her, it has been more than 6 months. I have to entertain for the day tomorrow so we will more than likely take a trip to Target to shop. I also have to pick up a Monster power surge protector for the new TV. Nothing like spending $100 on a damn surge protector.
posted by Ian @ 1:18 PM
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